Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Waiting

Here I am still waiting on my miscarriage. I wish I just had some sort of closure. Everyday I wonder if today is the day it will start. My body doesn't seem to want to let go. I don't blame it cause in a way I don't want this to be over. I want it to be a huge ultrasound error and I'll get unexpected news that my baby is still alive. I got some blood work done yesterday and hopefully I'll find out more about this whole mess. Through this whole thing I've learned a lot and I'm grateful for those lessons. I just wish learning wasn't so hard sometimes.


Posted by carrie

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry!! I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers!! Please let me know if you need anything!!

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Carrie said...

Thank you! We are doing good. My MIL is here helping out. Oh I wanted to tell you the Dr. I saw is really nice and I like her. She called me herself today which impressed me. I usually only get calls from the nurses. Her name is Sara Wood.